First of all, I want to apologise for being thoroughly depressing in my last post. I was just in that kind of mood, and it happened to be the time where I make a new post. So you were treated to me rambling on about some sad deep topic and instead of something that you might actually want to listen to. You’re welcome. 🙂
I was just feeling a bit insecure. Well, more insecure than I normally do.
Everyone has some kind of insecurity in their life. I guarantee it. That person that you see at school or at work, who chats and laughs, is generally interesting and looks like they’ve got their life together? Chances are that they’ll come home feeling insecure about something. Thoughts are going round their head, “Why did I say that?” “They must have thought that I was crazy.” “They must have noticed that massive spot lurking on my forehead, or the fact that my hair looks like I’ve stuck my finger in a plug socket.”
I could go on. But you get the idea.
Everyone feels like that at some point or another. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.
I think it must be a good thing, because that means that everyone is going through the same stuff, and everyone understands. I mean sure, we might be insecure about different things, but the hollow worrying feeling in your stomach is the same, whatever you’re worrying about.
Me? I’m insecure ALL the time. My family puts so much crazy pressure on me sometimes, and obviously I have the friendship dramas that I mentioned in my last post but I won’t talk about because it will last for ever.
Everyone makes mistakes. I have made several today, and I’m sure that I will continue to make mistakes for the rest of my life. But that isn’t so bad. Because we all learn from our mistakes.
If you’re feeling a bit insecure, I promise it isn’t the end of the world. We all have good days and bad days, it’s just a part of life.
And just remember, this too shall pass. 🙂